January 2012
3 posts
Here
I don’t call, I don’t write
I walk away when things don’t
I sleep and I sleep
and when I’m awake, I
am still not conscious.
I linger on indecisions
and feed on imagined lies.
I chip away the whole to
rouse the consuming black
and day by day,
I lose.
For each and every,
the beating releases,
recaptures
and reignites
just enough to taunt
only a little.
...
real
my whole body shook
at the prospect of losing
the one I love most
November 2011
7 posts
3 tags
My Beauty Blog →
I started a beauty blog in September and have been posting on and off, just whenever the mood hits. But I’m going to try to post a little more often. Same goes for this tumblr, because of someone named Michi :) Thanks for the support!
May 2011
6 posts
“Beware those who seek constant crowds; they are nothing alone.”
– Charles Bukowski (via loveyourchaos)
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Gypsy Reflexing Sisyphus
He said I was paranoid. He asked where the jealousy is coming from. I have no answers. I never do. What I do know is I hate myself for all these feelings I’m drowning in.
Remember that story I told a few posts ago about a girl fleeing mid-wedding because she realized she had grew too comfortable? I grew too comfortable of Zack and his reassurances. Sick, right? Who in their right mind...
Under Construction
I’m selfish. Even my mother told me so. Oftentimes I am too absorbed in my own emotions. I see the glass half empty. When life gives me lemons, I definitely don’t make lemonade. I stow them away until they’re rotten. Afterwards, I ask myself why the hell did I do that for.
There are a lot of good in my relationship with Zack. The little things can be compromised. As for the...
it's not love's going that hurts my days, but that...
On May 24th, it’ll be the one year marker of my relationship with Zack. I realized that I haven’t really gone into detail with anyone in terms of the state of how we are. “How are you and Zack?” “We’re good! (smiles)”
But I honestly think it has been slowly deteriorating in the past few months. I love Zack and he loves me. As it seems, loving someone just...
March 2011
1 post
3 tags
Anatomy of an Insomniac
It’s 6 in the morning and I’m unsuccessfully studying for my Personality exam. Why so hard? Because Grey’s Anatomy is addictive. I’m in the middle of Season 6 right now, and the new crop of actors from the Mercy West merger has definitely intensified the show quite a bit ever since TR Knight left and soon Katherine Heigl. I was actually very disappointed they didn’t...
January 2011
2 posts
3 tags
Shop Vintage! →
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Its Been Quite a While...
in terms of this tumblr and my poetry.
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I have long forgotten the weight
of the immensity of feelings
lemon drops, sour making
life caught in my throat
I’ve tried to clear
but I’ve been overtaken
The shudders and
the fragmentation of romance
left to gray.
No amount of liquor
can waste away
the way touch lingers
and the need for the
one night.
How can...
November 2010
1 post
TUMBLR TUESDAY! Want to recommend Chaotic... →
October 2010
4 posts
I'm Missing Here
I missed my flight.
He’s frustrated and disappointed.
I don’t know if I’m going to sleep tonight.
Waking up at 3:30am to catch a 6am flight.
To Atlanta, Georgia and connect to
LaGuardia by 12:30pm.
Fuck.
Medallion Update and Etc.
Hey guys,
I know its been awhile. Life has been super hectic and I hope all of you are doing well :) My medallion is due Wednesday and then we’ll start making a chain for it after; I didn’t leave the studio till 10:30 tonight. It’s a lot to get done, but every class I walk out feeling super productive. You guys have seen my paper model, but bringing it to life was a more...
WatchAn anthology of my poems from the past 3 years! Self-Published. Let’s see if it goes anywhere haha.
This only gives a preview to 3 poems.
September 2010
51 posts
7 tags
WatchZack’s pride and joy. This is Return Flight, his short film. Inspired by David Lynch.
8 tags
WatchThe Crisis, a documentary by Zack Sigel concerning Gay Rights.
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WatchMade before he took any film classes. I love the ending.
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Check Out Zack's Work →
Return Flight is his most recent short movie.
The Crisis is about Gay Rights.
And I also really like Sovereignty, especially one particular scene.
Let me know what you guys think!
Check, Check, Check It Out →
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Last May's Offhand Vignettes
this is my cry for help hear you me they said the world is at my fingertips i just need, the will. but the world twists and turns colliding across my galaxy of hope and stars they stray.
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i hung up the phone failing to say all the things i wanted to say so tonight, again i go to sleep with a heavy heart.
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certain nights,...
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