this is my cry for help
hear you me
they said the world is at my fingertips
i just need, the will.
but the world
twists and turns
colliding across my
galaxy of hope
and stars they
stray.
______________________________
i hung up the phone
failing to say
all the things i wanted to say
so tonight, again
i go to sleep
with a heavy heart.
______________________________
certain nights, like such
i want to push over bookshelves
knock over lamps
pound on walls, with my bare fists.
venom surges through me
______________________________
the night pours over
as if crying out my pent up sadness
______________________________
You love me
because I love you so.